My facebook status this morning was:
God doesn't give us anything we can't handle (with his help). At first I wished He didn't have so much faith in me, then I realized He was teaching me faith in Him.
We always talk about how easy it is to praise God in the good times and how difficult it is to sing praises in the hard times. I try to remember that in the hard times I seem to learn more and grow more. I write about it a lot too, I think. ;)
Yesterday I was telling a friend I am just not strong enough for "this". She said I didn't have to be, that she and others were there to prop me up. And she reminded me of the words I said to her a little while ago, "You've got this and He's got you."
He's got us all and He's teaching me a lot about myself, about others and about Him. I didn't think I was strong enough, but I didn't have any choice except to walk this path. I am not walking gracefully. I have been known to yell about minor things, power cry in the bathroom and the silver lining..I've lost 7 pounds (I need to lose a few more, but I think I'm already regaining my appetite pfft!).
I am so thankful too, that God doesn't expect me to be graceful in my growing. He fully expects that His teaching will stretch me and stretching tends to leave marks. These marks are badges of our courage and strength. It may not always be pretty in a conventional sense, but they can be a visible reminder of the experience and the lessons from that sort of growth are beautiful.
As I grow in my own life walking paths I don't think I can, I am reminded that God is walking with me. I am learning again and again that He is always present, He is always there. He is patiently whispering, "Have faith in Me. I've got you." I stretch and grow and learn that it's not that God has faith in my ability but that my faith in Him enables me to do things I never could on my own.